...wow, its been awhile since ive posted here. then again, theres some stuff whats been going on.

my legs finally stopped hurting when i walk on em, though  i still get a twinge when it rains, which is-uhhhhh, every day right now? ahah.(yeah, remember when i got run over? x.x )

I started working at sprint. I hate it, but its a paycheck, right?
met some cool people who work there- my GOD, its nerd nirvana there! and im not the only person who knows about naruto AND ships a few pairings, WOOT!
the customers still suck though. dont get me wrong, some of them are nice, but che-riste, the bitchy ones outscream them two to one.
Dont know if their going to keep me on for too much longer, though. my ulcersve started acting up again, and aside from that, ive been in alot of pain due to some other medical issues ive had for awhile. doesnt help that my docs got their heads up their asses and wont admit theres something wrong with me. I mean, when its bad enough that you pass out- behind the wheel of acar, no less- theres something wrong, right? Right.
Been writing, to. worked on the fanfic a little bit, not sure if Id put itup yet though- god, it sucks, I cant write genma worth a DAMN. Also, ive been writing my own original story. im hoping to get it finished sometime this year and get it sent off to a publishing house to see what they think of it. so far, ive gotten some pretty good reviews on it, and ive not even gotten past the prelude yet! :D

So, be looking for an update to Theories  here in the next week or so, and DEFINATELY be looking for a new, less cracky, slightly more angsty short story for the kakasaku fanfiction archive to be showing up! *wink* Im sure looking forwards to it. see you guys later!

And to those of you who wished me a happy birthday, MUCH LOVE AND THANKS! *HUG*

*dines on cyber cake in a corner, hapily*

...if you can call working as a sprint blackberry technical support agent working.

yup, thats right folks. thats what happened to the fanfic I was working on. by the time I get home from work at one in the morning, im too braindead to do more than get online, e-hug the people I love, and then die for eight to ten hours and get up and do it again.
it blows, indeedy-do. by the way, if your reading this, and you own a crackberry- er, blackberry- or a treo? .......please. dear fucking god, PLEASE GO GET ANOTHER PHONE. I dont want to deal with your idiocy, or your inadiquacy, or any of it. I truly, truly dont. if you have some modicum of intelligence, by all means, buy one. you probably wont need us to fix your phone anyways.

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my ideal mate?

I havent updated in a while- I know, I suck like that, but between a new job working for sprint, being sick, and the ice storms, Ive not had much time or energy for anything. Including this. right now, im high on cough syrup, so I figure this is a good time to continue writing on 'Theory', that poor fanfic Ive been neglecting. Mmm..short posties. well, ill post more later. Ja!

I am rediculously proud of myself for figuring out how to make an LJ cut- and for putting up my first bit of kaka-saku fanfiction.
It is here!

Theories, chapter one- Drunk Sakura, Dumb Kakashi

Rated G
Author is: ME!
Summary: Everyone has a theory on something- from how the world will end, to Tsunades next bet, and even what's going on between Kakashi and Sakura.

The question is, who's theory is the right answer?

Read and review, please! Im at such a critical stage in my developement that I practically LIVE off of these things. :D and I really do wanna know how im doing.


on another note: for all of those from dear_stupid  that were serious about creating our own RP comm, please reply to this post! that way we know whos who, who wants to know, and then we can get to discussing it!

Find Out Which Disney Girl You Are! created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Mulan A free spirit, a beautiful soul, all things that most people would tag on a lovely girly girl - but you're more boy than anything! Sometimes you're considered a 'nerd' or 'dork', but that just comes with the package - you even embrace your inner nerd. Go you! Mulan 96% Belle 92% Alice 92% Jasmine 92% Violet 83% Megara 79% Snow White 75% Aurora (Sleeping Beauty) 67% Jane 58% Ariel 58% Pocahontas 54% Cinderella 50% Tinkerbell 50% Esmerelda 8%

1. How often do you get to drink coconut milk straight from the coconut?
Not very often at all. Ive only done it once in my life, in fact. Moms allergic to em, so we cant have coconut in the house.

2. When did you first drink coconut milk?
- when we went to the botanical gardens on okinawa.  God, talk about all kinds of awesome!
3. Where are you from?
How do I answer that... I was born in los angelos county, california. camp pendleton, actually- im a marine corp born, army bought and paid for military brat. but, japan was the only place that felt like home.. okinawa, anyways. I didnt get to spend any time on mainland.
4. How many people are in your immediate family?
Four, if you include the dog.  twenty, if you include all of my half brothers and sisters.
5. Who is your favorite Naruto character?
GENMAGENMAGENMAGENMAGENMASENBON-SAMA!!!!!!! *cough* ...Shiranui-san. ^_^

Okay, so heres how it goes. If you want to participate in this meme, just leave me a comment on this post- doesnt matter what it is. could be your favorite song, your favorite game- you get the idea.
I, in turn, shall respond to your comment with five questions that will hopefully help me to get to know you better. You take these questions, and post them with your answers on your blog, with an offer to do the same for whoever posts to YOUR post! Neat, huh? Its kinda fun, to.

Well now. My Kakasaku one shot, 'Theory', has somehow morphed itself into a possibly multiple chapter fic. ish. thing.

Hey! Kanoi_trace ?? you wanna beta the rest of the first chapter? *falls over in near hysterical giggles*

I just hope I have the guts to finish this one. its definately crack-y. gonna be, anyways.

The kitchen reeks of soy sauce. guessed I used to much when I made dinner.. oh well. Im not the one wholl have to deal with the aftermath- thats why we send dad to work. seriously, here, people.

anyways, an update:

my knees are fucked.

im not shitting you here, people. Remember that accident from the other day? yeah. well, guess what? today, my back is worse than it was yesterday. I dontm ind though, ive got muscle relaxers, I think, until I get out of bed- and my knees scream, 'DE-NIED! BI-YOTCH!'
I can feel them grinding when I walk. now, as far as I know, thats not normal, nor a good thing..

got a REALLY neat bruise on my leg now, to. think ill take a pic of it later to post and show off. hum.

well, im off!

Did you know that its possible to get run over by your own vehicle- without anyone else in the drivers seat?

Well, it is. I found this out as I was hauling wood today.
you see, when I haul wood up to the porch, (we have  a wood burning fireplace) I fill up the back of our pickup truck, dad drives it backwards up the hill (we live on a small to medium-ish one..its killer when theres snow or ice on the ground) and I toss it out.
well, this time, while I was tossing it, something happened- the truck started moving, even though it was in park, the ebrake was on, and everything. So what do I do? I panicked, ran to the door, yanked it open, and grabbed the steering wheel, praying I could get it turned so it didnt go into traffic or over the drop off on the side into the drainage ditch. The ground was muddy, so- you guessed it. I lost my footing, and I lost my grip on the steering wheel. I fell, and the back tires on the truck went right over my right leg and came to a stop when the drivers side tire hit my left leg.
Im SO fucking lucky I grew out of my milk allergy. x_X scared myself for a while. these two old guys- one of em was in a service truck, one of em was in a huge honkin dodge pickup- stopped on the side of the little one lane road and got out. they came up to see if I was alright, helped me up and everything, so if you guys are reading this, although I somehow doubt you are, THANK YOU SO MUCH.
So, nothings broken, although I do have an interesting tire tread mark bruise on my right shin and alot of scraped skin on my side and my left leg.

In other news, im working on a kaka-saku one-shot currently going by 'Theory'.

anyone out there willing to beta?

Ok. so its been a while- a good, LONG while- since Ive been on LJ. a couple of years, in fact.
Still dont know what Im going to do with this thing, but hopefully I dont abandon it like I have countless others.
I actually LIKE the stuff ive got on it, now.
Joined the Kakasaku fanfiction group.. If any of you are reading this, you may know me from one of my infrequent comments on there
as 'Sarasexecutioner'..
Dont have fanart or fanfiction to post yet. YET.
Also planning on trying to join Senbon.. hehehehe, GENMA. *cough* anyways.
Our heater is DEAD, and its, like, thirty seven degrees outside. are we out of gas? I have no clue! at least the FIREPLACE doesnt do that, longs we put wood in there before the fire dies. still, our house (and my hands and feet) are freezing cold- too cold to do much of anything.

ahh, well. Se la vie!

Chao!